My little road trip.

I was bored today so I just jumped in the car and started driving. I headed north and ended up in Logan (Home of the wonderful UTAH STATE AGGI ES. That was for the Goldberrys. I drove up Logan canyon and just keep going ended up at bear lake. I had heard there was a road that would take you over Monte Cristo. I thought it was in lake town but found out it was closer to coke ville Wyo. I was That close so I thought what the heck. Ill just go for it I ended up driving through Randolph Utah and then Wood ruff. then up Monte Cris to. boy was it pretty. I love the outdoors so much I was not in any hurry I was on a Sunday drive and I just soaked in the scenery. Our heavenly fathers Handiwork is just so beautiful it brought tears to my eyes. Al I can say is he must be a master Gardener to be able to make things so beautiful. I'm just glad we can enjoy and appreciate the lord and the things he has done for us. I then drove down to Huntsville and then to Snow basin. back down to MTN Green and then back to my apt. and only burned a 1/2 tank of gas. I'm finally realizing how important it is to slow down and enjoy what I have. and what opportunities are out there. there is so many beautiful places out there. and I do believe the lord made the mtns for our good and enjoyment. they are there for all to enjoy in whatever manner we each enjoy. but we also need to leave them as pristine as we found them for all to enjoy. as you can tell I love the mtns and being outdoors.

LIFE

life is very interesting in the diffrent things that can happen. and the things we can allow or disallow to happen. it has really taken me along time to relize how important my family is to me. I am finally relizing that family is where true happiness can be found. I realize now what I had and alloweed myself to take forgranted and just thought it would always be there. as it was and I could go on living a double life. boy did have my head buried in the sand. How is they say I was blinded by the ways of the world. and really had myself fooled. I love each of my kids and am thankful for there love inspite of who I was. I am glad they are still a part of my life and give me the incentive to go on. i still have many tough days ahead but in life our trials make us stronger.

just got back from my sunday afternoon walk with my neighbor the highpriest group leader. sac meeting was great today. The spirit was really strong there. as was it in sunday school. I left for preithood meeting because it was the combined releif society and preisthood meeting. it was on families and the family unit. yes I do have a family and I love them to death. but because of my decessions in the past my family unit is broken up as far as the eternal unit it should be and it is hard for me to deal with. and I know there is nothing I can do to fix that no matter how bad I want to and will do anything to fix it. but It does not all have to do with me. it takes two and I know that that oppertunity has come and gone. that is my hardet thing to deal with I would do anything to put my family back together. sometimes we dont know what we are doing or have done till it is to late. so to those who read this think about all the decesions and things you do. remeber it not only affects you now or those around you now but it willl afect you and those you love for the rest of your life and theres for eternity. (please make wise choices and think them through to forever and that is a long time.)

Boring sunday afternnon

So I went to church today came home nothing exciting there. Fixed lunch (Sheepards pie). I ate it till i was sick. then went for a ride I had to put some gas in the car I was actually able to fill it up for $22:00 wow. Bought me a pepsi and sucked on it while on the ride. While on the ride I went to a couple of houses I helped frame in north ogden. I almost didnt recognize them things have grown since then. I was also looking at houses that where for sale and lots. I saw some lots for fairly cheap with nice views. I want a house with a view so I can sit out on my deck and relax after a hard days work and enjoy the view. I just wish the house in perry would sale so I could afford to build and get out of this Apartment Im getting sick of it. ( fat chance of that ever Happening anytime soon. ) the only time that is going to happen is when the market comes back and everything will be sky high again. I so want to build again I am so looking forward to that. for two reasons 1- it will give me something to do with my spare time. 2-t will keep me busy while building. and once it is done I will have yard work to do. And I love yard work I really do. I really do want a house on a hill it will provide a view plus I want to be by the mouintains.

Speaking of fat im putting some weight back on ( you people are supposed to tell me Im getting fat or putting on weight before it gets to this point.) As sson as my Ipod charges up im going to go to the exercise room and see if I can gt back into being thinner. I also think that with all the shoveling i will be doing every weekend I will either have that fatal Heart Attack or I will get back in shape. Just hope I can get into that house by the end of the summer. who knows it may be the one I leve to the kids when I croak so I better make it nice ha. they may have to do some changing then. because it will be a bachekor pad I really dont anticipate remarrying ever.

on nov 7 of this yr I turn 50 Im getting old i quess Im having a hard time with this one.

Hey im just starting on this so bear with me. boy has this been a boring sunday. Im glad tommorow is monday so that at least I will have something to do. I cant wait for my job at the ski hill to start. Maybe I can find some freinds to do things with or maybe even a hot ski bunny with money.